wedding dress...

since the day i met you boy, you were more than just a friend
i knew you were wit her, but you said things weren't so good then
deep down inside i felt there was a chance for me
every time i made you laugh was like the biggest victory
i tried to find the right time to tell you how i felt
but i was afraid you saw me as a friend & nothing else
every second we spent together, i wouldn't trade for anything
but then you told me that you gave her an engagement ring
lately..
i've been thinkin' bout what we could've been
i could've been your baby
i shoulda told you how i felt back then
and now i'm crying all these tears inside
'cuz i can't stand to see you with her
i'll walk away from all this hope that we'll be together
but in my head i know
that could've been my wedding dress
oh that could've been my wedding dress
i remembered when i tried to date these other guys
but in the back of my mind, it was me & you; you & i
there was that moment when you looked into my eyes
and i saw that you knew what i felt & held inside
for a second i read that you felt the same
but then she called your cellphone & took it that moment away
wish i coulda said the words i needed to say
but i can't now.. 'cuz it's too late

Wedding dress...

Never shd've let you go
Never found my self at home
Ever since that day that you walked right out the door
You were like my beating heart
That I, I cant control
Even though we've grown apart
My brain can't seem to let u go
Thinking back to the old times
Whne you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight
I guess it's too late
I'm dancing this dance alone
This chapter's done the story goes on
Baby
Cant believe that you are not with me
Cause you should be my lady
All i want is to set you heart free
But is you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, i will always be here for you even if it kills me to see you
In that wedding dress
Oh see you in the wedding dress
See you in the wedding dress
Oh see you in the wedding dress
Snapping out the misery
Depresison this ain't me
But i always turn around 180 degree
You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 emergency before i gone insane
Since you've moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack
I guess it's too late
I'm dancing alone
It's too late
And i see you with your man
And it's hard to understand
If we belong, If i did you wrong
Where we even began
We would always fuss and fight
And it seems nothing was right
But i loved you girl and you were my world
But you'd never trust this guy
Cause the things i do when i'm on the stage
They say i'm a superstar
You couldn't undestand all the female fans
And then we grew apart
And i just don't get
When you're acting like someone other person
but i try my best to hold on at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say it's over
It breaks my heart and i don;t know why
Cause you've done it a lot of times
In the past but i get back up and try
You said we could work it out
How could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next
I;m left with an imperfect smile

wedding dress

Some say it's not over till it's over
Guess this is really over now
there's something i gotta say before i let u go
When u have a fight with him
Sometimes u cry and feel sad and blue i become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smilecan make feel fine again
To keep u from figuring put how i feel about u cos then we would drift apart
i hold my breath bite my lips
Oh,please leave him and come to me
Baby,please dun take his hand
cos u should be my lady
I've been waiting for you so long
Please look at me now
When the music starts you will vow to spend the rest of life with him
How i prayed every night this day would never come
The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress u're wearing,oh no
You never knew how i felt about you and i hated u so
Sometimes i wished u would be unhappy
Now i have no more tears left to cry
When i'm by myself i talk to you like u're here
I've felt so restless every night
May be i've known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

壓抑

壓抑是我最近的情緒。。。
壓抑代表著我一種很迷惑又很困擾的感覺。。。
經常的壓抑讓我真的很辛苦。。。
很想解放但是卻找不到很好的方法。。。
想過一個人背包旅行。。。
一個人去看世界。。。
但是我知道有人在等我。。。
我不能夠如此的自私。。。
我也經常壓抑對朋友的感情。。。
不知道從何時開始。。。
我已不能完全相信朋友。。。
我很迷惑。。。
壓抑也成了我為一能夠享受的痛苦。。。

时机

很多时候，我们都非常的不会把握时机。。。
尤其是少年时的我们。。一味的想往前冲到头来不但坏了事什么也没有做到在哪发呆。。
时机是我们大家成功的关键。。。它不会停留。。。只是看我们能不能在那瞬间捉住。。
我自认是一个不大会把握时机的人。。。错过很多。。后悔也很多。。
我现在已慢慢的尽量改变了。。
不想蹉跎我的时间，金钱和家人的宽容。。。
我答应我自己我自己我会把握好这一次的机会。。好好的读。。。
可能以后或许会成为一位摄影师。。
但目前最重要还是要把书读好。。。
加油…………

New Blog

Since i am abandoned my old blog for such a long time..

i'm goin to create a new blog with my recent stuff and pic...